As I sit in the aftermath of the christmas bomb that blew up in my house and its pretty bad when its just me my hubby and my 3 dogs well 2 cause one is with grandpa. The house looks like a christmas war zone,but im not complaining this time last year I didnt even have a christmas tree. I just coundnt muster the want or excitement. But now as I sit watching IRON MAN 3 The hubbys off playing his video games the dogs are all enjoying thier new bones and toys. I sit back and think about how lucky I truely am and how far i have come. So tonight Im thanking that past version of me that kept me upright,but Id like to let the new me take over now.